Ugh so i had typed up this huge long essay about my past week but it was lost :T

So captain’s log version:

-LEM is not dating and I am happy but at the same time confused-he’s still amazing FYI as evidenced by my tachycardia in his presence at H’s goodbye party last saturday (he touched my hair and his hand was THISCLOSE to my face and I almost died from embarrassment plus I got 2 hugs out of him and he looked amazing and I love his wonderfully warm eyes with the slight crinkle as well as his soft, reverberating chuckle) but he didn’t come to this assembly 🙁

-because I might like JH as well which is funny because it just is. Maybe b/c he’s less obnoxious now that he’s had his privileges taken away? Or maybe it’s the contacts? His magical blue eyes?

-He was so cute at the assembly walking around with his bag and water bottle and just generally being friendly and, well, JH. Also cute at the service meeting the next day. But did service with BK (I’s cousin) in the PM :T And the girl is seriously vyiing for him as well >:T

-DO and her daughter are here from Korea, staying with us for 10 days 🙂 Her daughter is 8 and is cute and shy and a little young to appreciate this trip-she’ll regret being so whiny about it when she’s 20 but for now, I do understand lol. DO unni hasn’t changed AT ALL. Still the same laid back, messy, fun unni from 10 years ago. I got them tickets to Guillaume Tell at the met-gosh, hopefully the little girl doesn’t die from boredom haha

-I&S goodbye party which was exhausting! But I’m glad I did it. Meatballs, spaghetti, salad, garlic bread, cheese and crackers and charcuterie, plus infused water! I went out of my mind making sure the food was safe and tasty and I think I did a pretty good job lol and everyone seemed to have enjoyed it!

-I miss Teaneck, the old Teaneck, and apparently so does everyone else. (AY unnie, GB and RL in particular lol)

-Plus my Lupus is back in full swing-I guess from work (extra stress, SMH), 2 weekends in a row cooking/baking-man this morning, my fingers were so stiff! 🙁

-Dinner tonight at Noches 😀

And now I’m going to take a nap lol