So this is basically all the things that I think I’d eventually want to own. ♥

Balenciaga Mini City in Black with Gold G21 Hardware 

Like how totally adorable is that?!? I mean, I have the regular sized city in black with gold hardware but this mini version?? SO CUTE. Like, really, really, really cute. The only thing that’s keeping me from running to Gabriella (my SA at the Paramus Neiman Marcus) and buying it STAT is the price. $1400. Yup, that is a huge buying deterrent. For being so much smaller, it still costs almost as much as its big sister and when I’m actually there looking at the bags, I just end up buying the regular sized. I mean, if it was a little cheaper, like even $800 or something, I’d get one, or maybe like three. 🙂

But she is darling, and that is why she is here on the wishlist. ♥

Norwiegian Forest Cat

In white. It has to be white. And I shall name it Fluffy or Marie. Or Fluffy Marie. Seriously, how regal and beautiful is that cat?! I can’t even. So my sisters and I have been pining away for one for like ages but Mommy won’t have it and Daddy isn’t going to go against what Mommy says. But they grow so big and beautiful and they’re so sweet they’ll let you put them on leashes and walk them and they’re like super affectionate for a cat so it’s kinda like having both a cat and a dog. But no, the parents are pretty adamant about not getting us a kitten. 🙁

A Backyard Pond for Becky, the Turtle 

Ok, honestly, it doesn’t have to be this big. Or nice. But I just want one so that my darling turtle Becky could have a nice place to swim around in and lay her eggs. She ovulates every summer and OMG it is like the most saddest thing to see her just freak out because she needs to lay her eggs and she has to dig in a dirt pit to be able to do that, if you know what I mean. Seriously. So sad. This summer I’m making her a dirt box so she can dig to her heart’s content but honestly it doesn’t compare to the real thing.

YSL Tribtoos in Nude

Aren’t they just the most darling pair of nude heels like ever? I love them. I would buy them in a heart beat if they weren’t so darn expensive. Look at that perfect arch, the tall proud heel, the smooth nappa calfskin and the wonderful stitching down the toe of the shoe. Just lovely. I love them.

Hermes Birkin

This bag is the HG of all bag lovers out there. You don’t get any better than a birkin, unless of course you get a birkin in croc with a diamond palladium lock. And while the bag is indeed beautiful with its luxe leathers and shiny hardware and timeless structured shape, unless you are willing to drop enough money to buy a Toyota on a bag (starting is somewhere in the $13,000 range), yeah, you wish you could nurse this beauty in the crook of your elbow.  Well this is called a wishlist. haha

Lamborghini Chrome Tron Aventador

 Hehehe. Well if I’m going to put a birkin into a wishlist, might as well go all out and include this beauty as well. This is a chrome “Tron”Aventador from Lamborghini. While I’ve loved other chrome super cars (the Bugatti Veyron chromed out was especially eye catching), there is nothing quite like the Aventador. First off, the name is just super cool sounding and I love just saying the name out loud. Like if I had a super hero name, I’d want to be called the Aventador lol. Second, the car is a beast. Have you ever seen one in real life? It is all sorts of amazing. It looks like a car from a RPG or some futuristic action movie or maybe like a robot land shark, so sleek and angular and just amazing.

 A Trip to Paris

Ok, this is pretty much self explanatory I feel. I want to go to Paris, walk the Champs Elysee, Rue de Cambon. I want to visit the Balenciaga and Celine stores there and make a purchase, visit the LV Hermes and Chanel there as well, visit the house of Dior, eat at the top of the Eiffel tower, have coffee at one of the cafes.

Maybe I’ll add a trip to Versailles. And the Louvre although I don’t really care for the Mona Lisa lol

And get fat on all those lovely pastries

You get the idea lol

But Why Stop At France? I Want to Visit the World!

Let’s travel the world!! In style!!

London, Madrid, Berlin, Prague, Amsterdam, Istanbul, Dubai, Cape Town, All over Egypt, All over Africa, All over China, Taipei, Mumbai, Ponticherri, the Maldives, Tokyo, Bangkok City, Hanoi, Manila, Singapore City, Fiji, Sydney, Melbourne, Kuala Lumpur, Guam, Argentina, Rio de Janiero, the mountains of Peru, Aruba, Costa Rica, Playa Del Carmen and other Mexican destinations…and of course a giant road trip across the USA (and Hawaii)

Let’s Add an Infinity Pool with an Awesome View:

Umm yeah. This list is starting to get ridiculous. But yeah, who doesn’t want an infinity pool with this view??

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Hehehe so if you got past all of my super ridiculous materialistic wishlist then i suppose I should let you in on my real wishlist.

Cure for Mom’s Lupus

So if you know me even remotely, you will know that my mom has Lupus. It’s distressing to me that she’s ill and that she has this terrible, terrible disease. Thankfully we were able to catch it in the early  stages but still. I will always and forever remember that awful day when she found out that she had Lupus and she just wailed in the guest room with the door closed as if I wouldn’t hear.

It broke my heart and I would do anything to cure it for her even though I know the only true cure for her disease is for Jehovah’s new world. Until the end comes and we are living in Paradise, I just hope she is able to keep her health and strength because I don’t care what anyone says, no one is old enough to lose their mother.

Boyfriend that I Actually Like

I feel this one should be self explanatory but in case I was not clear (read about the Argentina and the Koreans incident, shudders) I would really like to have someone that I ACTUALLY LIKE to like me back.

Please, I would like to think of someone without having my toes curl or would like to hold someone’s hand without recoiling at the first touch, if you know what I mean?

And even if I am physically attracted to them, they would have to be intellectually and spiritually compatible with me as well. I mean the brother would have share my twisted sense of humor, and share the same interests in societal issues which is what I like to discuss.

Call me arrogant/conceited but my humor is not of the average TV show/slapstick kind of humor. I rarely find things funny so they would have to truly make me laugh, not me laughing out of pity/politeness.

And spirituality. What can I say? I fell in love with JY oppa for 8 years because he left a note at a return visit’s home when they weren’t home. That floored me because he cared so much for his return visit that he actually stopped in front of their home to leave a message.

It didn’t matter that I found him physically not very attractive-that was all it took. (Pity he became inactive once he left Bethel but that’s how things go)

(And well he was very smart and very animated at telling stories-which made him even more attractive, but then again I was a very pretentious 16year old when that crush manifested)

FULL TIME BETHEL SERVICE OR REGULARLY COMMUTING TO BETHEL

So Warwick and Wallkill construction is in full swing and I would like to contribute to building the new world headquarters. This is a once in a lifetime experience and I feel like it’s going by without me.

I would like to just quit my dayjob and just work fulltime for Jehovah.

In fact, what’s holding me back at the moment? I can’t even say

I’m ashamed that I’m not doing more, and I feel guilty that I’m working full time at a corporate job.

PART TIME JOB

So if I can’t work at Bethel or commute regularly, I would like to even be more regular in the ministry. I mean I only support during the weekends and it’s difficult to feel close to the ministry and the congregation when I only associate with them only on the weekends.

I am thankful for the studies that I do have but I can’t help but to feel I could do more and truth is, I probably could.

And a part time job would allow for me to spend more time out in the ministry, concentrate on growing interest in the return visits that I do have and I feel it would do wonders for my mental health and general happiness.

WEIGHT LOSS

Ok, so this one is to fuel my shallow tendencies but I dearly wish I could stay skinny and eat whatever I want.

hahaha, oh dear that sounds terrible!

But it’s true, I would like to be at liberty to eat a dozen donuts and ramen at 12 midnight without having to worry about the repercussions.

I suppose this would go hand in hand with wishing for clear skin regardless of ointments/skincare regiments?

As well as more hair growth on the crown/top of my head?

Actually does it mean I would like to be cured of my PCOS?

Yes, yes it does, actually.

But again, that is unattainable until I attain perfection through Jehovah’s loving arrangment.

Maintain a CLEAR CONSCIENCE

Yes, I would like to have a clear conscience. at all times and not have to worry about disappointment or live with guilt…

Imperfection makes that so hard, however so this one’s a work in progress.

I really, really wish I could fix my really bad habit of road rage.

What is it about driving that gets me riled up so?

I have to fix it. All sorts of expletives come flying out of my mouth and it’s terrible.