Ok so it’s been a minute 😀
Well what can I say?? A whole bunch has happened, namely my skin has been terrible, work has been terrible and my health overall has plummeted. 🙁
But silver lining! It is soon October so we shall see what it will bring 😉
And also, if anything, November is right around the corner, so hopefully if we can find tickets, I will be in Korea. (and hitting up all them cuties there too, haha!)
(so i’m back to crushing on this coffee mogul in Korea, like I can’t even help it he’s THAT cute ugh, I hate that I’m so superficial but what can I say? But who knows?? He might have a terrible personality or maybe he’s got this high pitched voice that I just can’t get behind? Who knows lol)
(BUT seriously, he’s like really tall and looks like a movie star. Plus he’s got his own business and everything. The major downside however: he doesn’t seem that spiritual but then again, I don’t really know him outside of Instagram LOLOL and it’s unfair to judge someone from social media, you know? But still. And IMPORTANT: he will probably not like me back :T but hey! It’s still fun to dream!)
I imagine I’d go to Korea and meet him at one of his cafés (yes, CAFES as in MANY CAFES-over 9 successful ones in Korea if his Insta is to be believed lol) and maybe we’d hang out for an afternoon/evening. I’d wear something classy and autumn appropriate since it’ll be in November and I like to imagine shades of orange, red and yellow all cast in a golden hue. Beautiful and just classy and like a nineties movie.
You know, 90s movies ala When Harry Met Sally or even Annie Hall (But that’s from the 70s lol I think every 20 years, the fashion just cycles again, like 90 s had a resurgence of the 70s and 20 years after the 90s we have a resurgence again of the grunge and plaid and I’m just loving it so much!). Loving the menswear inspired classics in luxe fabrics like cashmere, silk crepe and virgin wool. Maybe houndstooth or plaid or tweed even. And shiny brass-or even antiqued brass since it’ll fit the more autumn vibe-on a nice fine leather bag, structured and demure.
Ugh, I’m such a sucker for aesthetics, like I can’t even. I even ordered some bespoke shoes from Shoes of Prey, they’re suede and low block heel and just darling for fall (one in grey and the other burgundy). I can’t wait for them to come in.
I’d recently ordered shoes from French Sole, they’re perfect but made of velvet and my face fell immediately since ugh, velvet is such a finicky fabric to deal with. You know, you have to mind the nap and it balds and so on and so forth. So they’ll have to go back (they’re from Gilt, so returning it is a bit of a hassle) but whatever. I mean, they were pretty pricy. For velvet shoes, I wouldn’t pay over $50 LOL unless they were like shoes for show. I mean I have a pair of Dolce and Gabbana shoes that I dropped $600 for and they’re made of lace and has like these darling, sparkly Swarovski crystals decorating the ankle and t strap but come one, those are obviously just for special occasions and they’re just so pretty and they flatter my legs just so and I feel like a million bucks (except they’re so high I just wanna cry if I’ve worn them for longer than a couple hours lol-but again, they’re only for special occasions so I don’t usually walk marathons or whatever.)
They’ll look just amazing with my new bags. Yup, I got myself a Celine belt in grey (micro sized) and a YSL Sac de Jour in navy blue. Ugh, they’re both so perfect for fall, I can’t wait to break them out.
Now I just have to procure some more wide legged trousers and sweaters. Like cable knit or even just fine pullover sweaters even. Plus a nice collared shirt to pair with them.
I just love autumn and dressing up! Layers and layers and cute clothes. I mean summer has all the cute, feminine flowery dresses and I love summer as well. But autumn is when you have more license to dress in luxe colors and combos. Like boots. And jackets. And the leather! Ugh, I love leather.
A couple nights ago, it was cool enough to break out the Balenciaga and I felt (as per usual) like a million dollars in that jacket. (I mean, though, it was a pretty expensive jacket when I first bought it. It was probably the most expensive jacket I owned. Come to think of it, it probably still is lol. I mean $2700 for a jacket is still a lot even still. :T)
I’ll probably bring the Bal to Korea 😀 Or maybe not. I can’t imagine mom would like me wearing a jacket like that while there. Esp since I’ll be seeing people, lol.
Probably the Burberry would be ok though. It looks pretty classy. I mean it’s a classic trench just made of the silkiest lambskin ever (chevre is the correct name for lambskin in French lol) and I’ll probably bring my Coach jackets and my JCrew jackets because they’re just so classic and like grown up-ish.
I have to lose weight however, I can’t go to Korea looking like a fat cow :T
So I have to stay hungry.
Oh yeah!
Bullets:
9/3/2017: party at our house LOL that was the weekend that I was like dying, so sick :T
9/7/2017: 2 –>MD tan(2) ai (4), danshi ta buxihuan
9/10/2017: The Bitter End with H and it was fuuunn 😀 also got Katz, which is always good haha
9/13/2017: talk with H, it was the return visit, ugh I’m so glad that’s over
9/16/2017: Weekend at Fishkill, it’s a nice quiet evening so far lol
Oh boy. If I get with Mr. Coffee, I think I’d be able to ask for a nice ring haha. I’m going to ask for my dream ring, the 3 emerald stone behemoth that costs $40k. I’m crazy, I know.
But if I can get with my OTP, then who really even needs a ring?? LOL I’m so terrible 🙁
I’d be happy with a copper wire wrapped around my finger.
Eh, wishful thinking. I have to work on my inner person first. :T
well, I’ll probably write some more later this weekend since night shift lol 😀
xoxo