It was lovely doing service with you today. It totally stinks that you are leaving. Like it stinks like whoa.

But i am super glad that you will be staying at bethel because at the same time my D bb is leaving for california. 🙁

Well. You said you’d be my shopping buddyso i am for sure going to hold you to it so L, my dear, please be expecting a shopping invite soon.

(Lol that’s if i ever have the time to go shopping with you, i am just so busy all the time :T)

But you are seriously like my twin, i mean so fashion concious and 15 pairs of shoes!!!!

Like can we be BFFs, like for reals? I have been missing my other half since L’s gotten married.

And its like so so different. I mean we used to do everything together and then BAM! She was like out of my life, i understand your husband comes first but sometimes i really miss her.

Heh.

Well darling i will miss you like crazy as well and i wish you all the best.

I am super glad we have plans to meet in december tho, not going to lie.

This way i can keep you in my life a little longer. And its not going to be like my D bb who is going to be 3000 miles away in california.

I am going to miss that cheeky smile and his cute little face and his hugs and just having him around sometimes on the weekends.

And i know my family’s going to miss him terribly as well.

Although my sisters are terribly upset you are leaving our hall as well, L-bear, they truly are.

(They claim you are the truly kind brother, seriously you racked up like a ton of brownie points with the way you played with the kids)

Well.

Jiayou on your part tuesday, i am super looking forward to it.

Xo

So yeah.

We had an amazing spiritual weekend. Just amazing. It started with a study early on satmorning with H and then we went to pioneer meeting, 8t was super nice apthough since they now separate us into our circuits, it feels so empty!! 🙁

I miss having all of my maryland and edison peeps there but hey! Atleast the actual dahui is all together!

And we met out new c/o and he is brilliant, Gilead graduates, was born and raised in the DR and his wife is spanish!! He speaks spanish, canto and mandarin but he is really good, i dont really even notice an accent all that much.

I loved the part about zhongzhen de ai. But eh if you know what the program was about then please refer to notes. Same for the special assembly program 🙂

I really love these special programs, like i look forward to every single one and when i wasnt working, i’d go to chinese, korean and english. Plus now that i get to go to gilead graduations and annual meeting AND they play for us again on jw tv, man we are so so bpessed and spoilt!

(Although back in the day they used to have these weeklong conventions with 10hour sessions per day, and everyone’d camp out- that really sounds fun too but eh, we get everything so concise and clear now)

I cant wait until the zone visit (although i will be in paterson that very weekend but oh wells hopefully they play it for the older friends there, like 8t wouldn’t be fair to leave them out, you know??)

And then we have our pioneer meeting at the end of the year although today i’ve heard some very distressing news. Quite distressing, actually.

One of our very own fun commissioners are leaving for the highland park congregation.

Dear L.M is leaving. And he is absolutely breaking my heart. Like seriously,for real tho.

I found out today while hanging out with the W’s sisters, he just said something along the lines of he’s been thinking of it for a while and praying about it and so on and so forth but i was like, wait, waht??

Whadayamean?!?!?

And then i guess he realized i was there lol but still. T.T

I am going to miss my L.

Seriously one of the sweetest and kindest guys ever. Like he is so sweet that even my super hard to please sisters were like, he is AMAZING. What a catch for the lucky sister he gets with, which, let me tell you, is a compliment of the highest form from my sisters

So yeah. I am beyond upset that he’s leaving. Even tho, technically, i only ever see him at meetings and even then i don’t always get to say hi lol, wuht i’m shy lol but STILL. the fact of the matter is if i wanted to see him then he’d be there and it’d be a matter of turning my head or something lol

Now i’d have to wait until dahui or some 9ther event.

But i am always super mopey when people leave. Initially i miss them like crazy but then i kinda forget about them and they slowly fade into obscurity.

Gah!! I dont want that to happen to my L.M!!!!!

Pls dont go, i implore you!!

Xo