J,

i wonder what you are up to every minute of the day.

like today, while i was trudging along in my carb fueled nauseous  insanity i’d get flashes of your beautiful blue eyes…

Sigh.

I am crazy.

cant wait to see you again even though i dont know when that would be…

heres to desperately hoping you are invited to the D and S wedding. Like desperately.

xo

So yikes i know its been like forever. I mean its already September!! Man, where did August go??

Ok well nvm. I kinda know what happened to August.

I had to make up like 100++ service time so i was completely focused on the ministry but not in the way i would have hoped so 🙁

(And whats terrible is that September i ended up slacking off for the first half of the month so yeah pretty much I am screwed 0.0)

Plus work was pretty crazy- i mean hello?? Its already almost the end of September and the workload is nowhere near lightening up so that is a major bummer…

But a few highlights since July lol-

We had the k and j good bye party at rockland state park as they are moving to china. Sniff.

then i took my sisters’ studies (4little boys like all 7 and younger- totes adorbs!!) To Wallkill and Patterson!!

(I totally needed the time and it was completely cheating but hey the boys had fun and i was able to spend a day with L so thats always fun, plus anytime im off of work is a +++)

After that another weekend at Patterson, a very suibian weekend with not much happening which honestly is the best kind of infirmary weekend!

(Although one of the nurses, V, had me running after work which i thought was totally cool. Can you imagine me running?? Seriously though. Haha! I did like 1 mile before collasping all out of breath fml)

Then on labor day instead of being exemplary Christians and going out to service, the sisters and i went out to 6 flags lolol- and the labor day crowds at 6 flags??

Nonexistant. Like seriously. The park was empty. We rode nitro twice in less than 30 minutes and no line at all for bizarro formerly medusa and pretty much 20 min for green lantern which is unheard of.

Only thing was superman was closed that day which is a bummer 🙁

And then the next weekend we went to the beach lol! It was me, H, S+D in one car and we met S.P and J who were already surfing when we got there and a whole bunch of other people came lol 🙂

The weekend after that was Gilead Graduation!! Omg there were single gilead graduates which was so so encouraging!! Like really encouraging!!

And man, the talk about the geese and the one about David dancing with the slave girls totally brought tears to my eyes. It really stressed the importance of being humble and then OMG i almost ugly cried when they mentioned something Bro. F Rusk had said to my friend A while we were working in the infirmary, namely:

Jehovah will take care of his family- so dont let money problems get you down. Didn’t the Bible say that he who does not provide for his family is worse than an unbeliever? Would Jehovah not take care of you and become a hypocrite??

OMG. I cried. Like literally i had to sit there with a tissue at my eyes to prevent the makeup from running.

What a privilege to be able to attend the special programs!! 🙂

And then the very next day we had our very first Englewood Mandarin Chinese Satellite meeting!!

Attendance of 25! Plus my sisters will be regularly attwnding the satellite meeting so that thrills me too!

And we had a lovely mexican lunch afterwards-yum!

Also, baby M was born and she is every bit as precious as Ive been dreaming of and more!! I am such a proud ayi! And i even got to hold her, she is just the most cutest thing♡♡♡

So yeah that is pretty much my august and september haha.

I will update with more details later! ♡

Ermmm…yeah.

im still alive. Should have kept this more updated bc after all im paying for this but yeah, life just kinda happened to get in the way.

so what happened since July??

honestly everything is such a blur haha i dont really remember lol

i remember doing quite a bit of service and i worked another weekend at patterson (which, incidentally was the same weekend of the east rutherford international convention here in jersey but guess what?!? , i got to listen to pretty much all of sat and sun because they streamed the whole program to the infirmary so the elderly friends could listen!!! Omg it was such a nice treat!!)

and thats when i saw kb again, honestly i didnt even find him the least bit attractive while i worked with him the last time but eh i dont know something about seeing him a suit and bam! My hearts all a flutter lol gosh i am so easy sometimes and impossibly hard at other times, i mean make up your mind woman!!

but like i said there is something about a well dressed man with HAIR lol shining a brilliant gold in the last waning rays of sun, just slightly bronzed from sitting out in the sun all day. Hmm…

and then to see him again with wonderful aviators on, my goodness do i love me a well dressed man!!

eh hem.

anyways. But i go home because the koreans, bro ms guests from korea that were staying at our house because the c and m families decided to burn a candle at both ends and somehow ended up inviting like 15 people to stay at their home AT THE SAME TIME!!! Like really, are u even thinking!?!?!

Well anyways, im dreading it because the c and m families have been hyping up their visit for weeks now like were obliged to them for sending their guests, mind you, to our home for like NINE days because they have a single son who happens to be really old fyi like mid thirties oh gross, but anyways my parents are kinda sorta excited too so i dont want to anger them or come across as rude so yeah. You get the picture, it was super awkward…..

anyways i get home and omg theyre not even home ahahahaha but hmph, they come home soon enough and omg really!?!? I mean they said he was cute but i had my expectations really low because you know koreans always like to hype things up but seriously!?!?

This guy looked old enough to be my uncle lol and im not even that young anymore so you can probably put two and two together lol but i tried to brave it and suck it up and actually be nice even though the thought of even holding/shaking this guys hand is like making my toes seriously curl lol i mean can i help it if i amso totally not attracted to him??

I mean i dont know what it is about koreans and why i have such an adversion to him but i tried to make my parents happy and lo and behold!!

Jehovah is the hearer of prayers!!

This guy JUST got engaged before he hopped on a plane to the. Us hahahaha!!

yes!

so i was pretty thrilled about that haha

well anyways so theyre not even our guests but then c and m wants us to take them around and were like wth? I mean u invited them from korea shouldnt u pay atleast some attention to them??

so yeah we were pretty upset with the c and m. I mean i had to call to set up their met bible tour, like what is that seriously!?! I mean they already reserved 9 spots on the tour for their family hut what!?! You cant even be bothered to reserve a spot for three more people ?!?

Ridiculous.

so anyways. They leave and i kinda feel bad because their trip was really kinda boring and they are really such sweet people just i didnt want to marry him in the least bit because honestly lets be real thats creepy and they started a whole other fight with my parents but ehh dont really want to talk about it hopefully now though my parents wil, get the idea and stop trying to get me to date these fobs i mean i dont even like korean americans what makes u think id like one straight from the motherland omg

like i like asian guys just not when theyre straight from korea and i always said if i do marry a korean hes not going to speak a lick of korean thats how much of an aversion i have.

(this aversion i think comes from when i was little and super into kp and into korean guys and i was like in love with this super fob because thats what i thought was cool back when i was like ten and this guy looked like kangta lolol how could i resist?? But then i got into super trouble by my parents for liking someone when i was still so young so since that guy i havent liked a korean guy since . True story)

but then i also had x and w m frompatterson over for their spanish guoji dahui and that was fun!!

and then…hmm…

oh yes! Mltss went live on july 1, tuesday so ive been pretty preoccupied with work. Let me tell you it is a lot of work and im spending almost 12 hours everyday but they say these first few months will be the hardest and then easy peasy so hopefully theyre right because last weekend, the fourth of july weekend was our chinese regional convention and omg it was just so amazing i loved every moment of it and now im totally psyched to just move to a place where the need is greater and just do service all day everyday!!!

sounds like the life! And also the school for kingdom evangelizers omg single sisters can be invited to it as well so i really, really want to go!!!!!!!

and i pretty much fit the bill for the requirements!!

i will devote another pist to the convention but now im tired.

i must have gotten a cold fro. The assembly hall, i remember my friend j.dg was also having a sore throat on the last day of convention and i havent been feeling well at all since sat but yeah, i actually had to stay home because i had a fever and a sore throat and im sneezing and my nose is incredibly stuffed…….

meh.

being sick sucks.

and all the ac ive been getting is definitely not helping but ah wells.

Ttyl!!