So yeah.

We had an amazing spiritual weekend. Just amazing. It started with a study early on satmorning with H and then we went to pioneer meeting, 8t was super nice apthough since they now separate us into our circuits, it feels so empty!! 🙁

I miss having all of my maryland and edison peeps there but hey! Atleast the actual dahui is all together!

And we met out new c/o and he is brilliant, Gilead graduates, was born and raised in the DR and his wife is spanish!! He speaks spanish, canto and mandarin but he is really good, i dont really even notice an accent all that much.

I loved the part about zhongzhen de ai. But eh if you know what the program was about then please refer to notes. Same for the special assembly program 🙂

I really love these special programs, like i look forward to every single one and when i wasnt working, i’d go to chinese, korean and english. Plus now that i get to go to gilead graduations and annual meeting AND they play for us again on jw tv, man we are so so bpessed and spoilt!

(Although back in the day they used to have these weeklong conventions with 10hour sessions per day, and everyone’d camp out- that really sounds fun too but eh, we get everything so concise and clear now)

I cant wait until the zone visit (although i will be in paterson that very weekend but oh wells hopefully they play it for the older friends there, like 8t wouldn’t be fair to leave them out, you know??)

And then we have our pioneer meeting at the end of the year although today i’ve heard some very distressing news. Quite distressing, actually.

One of our very own fun commissioners are leaving for the highland park congregation.

Dear L.M is leaving. And he is absolutely breaking my heart. Like seriously,for real tho.

I found out today while hanging out with the W’s sisters, he just said something along the lines of he’s been thinking of it for a while and praying about it and so on and so forth but i was like, wait, waht??

Whadayamean?!?!?

And then i guess he realized i was there lol but still. T.T

I am going to miss my L.

Seriously one of the sweetest and kindest guys ever. Like he is so sweet that even my super hard to please sisters were like, he is AMAZING. What a catch for the lucky sister he gets with, which, let me tell you, is a compliment of the highest form from my sisters

So yeah. I am beyond upset that he’s leaving. Even tho, technically, i only ever see him at meetings and even then i don’t always get to say hi lol, wuht i’m shy lol but STILL. the fact of the matter is if i wanted to see him then he’d be there and it’d be a matter of turning my head or something lol

Now i’d have to wait until dahui or some 9ther event.

But i am always super mopey when people leave. Initially i miss them like crazy but then i kinda forget about them and they slowly fade into obscurity.

Gah!! I dont want that to happen to my L.M!!!!!

Pls dont go, i implore you!!

Xo