I am going to miss you so bad it hurts. Omg.

And you are so so adorable. Like seriously i could not stop staring at you today.

I needed my full of you before i never see you again. I mean sure they always go, “we’ll keep in touch, i will be back to visit” but it’s always just words and they actually never come back.

So yeah i am pretty much resigned to the fact that i will never see your sweet smile again my love.

Or atleast in person. 🙁

And i started missing you even while you were sitting next to me eating dinner at Y’s house.

Gosh. I am such a sappy person.

And you are beautiful my darling don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, receding hairline and all.

(You have by far the most amazing 몸메 of all the korean boys lol. BY FAR!!)

But seriously i know you will go far where ever you go, just keep faithful and support your family, congregation, encourage them and keep on with all the spiritual habits you’ve aqcuired in Bethel.

And puruse kingdom interests first and Jehovah will bless whatever do you. Seriously, who knows,when your mom is better health wise and spiritually and emotionally and they are all set, maybe you can come back to Bethel.

i mean you are an electrician, there is still a ton of construction going on at warwick and tuxedo so who knows??

I know i will be superbly thrilled to see you again, who knows where i will be the next time we see each othed??

(Hopefully in bethel as well or in a different form of sfts♡)

(Maybe i might even be married lol but eh i highly doubt it unless someone comes along lol but hey, Jehovah is the hearer of prayer!!♡)

Till next time then.

Ilu bb

Xo

It was lovely doing service with you today. It totally stinks that you are leaving. Like it stinks like whoa.

But i am super glad that you will be staying at bethel because at the same time my D bb is leaving for california. 🙁

Well. You said you’d be my shopping buddyso i am for sure going to hold you to it so L, my dear, please be expecting a shopping invite soon.

(Lol that’s if i ever have the time to go shopping with you, i am just so busy all the time :T)

But you are seriously like my twin, i mean so fashion concious and 15 pairs of shoes!!!!

Like can we be BFFs, like for reals? I have been missing my other half since L’s gotten married.

And its like so so different. I mean we used to do everything together and then BAM! She was like out of my life, i understand your husband comes first but sometimes i really miss her.

Heh.

Well darling i will miss you like crazy as well and i wish you all the best.

I am super glad we have plans to meet in december tho, not going to lie.

This way i can keep you in my life a little longer. And its not going to be like my D bb who is going to be 3000 miles away in california.

I am going to miss that cheeky smile and his cute little face and his hugs and just having him around sometimes on the weekends.

And i know my family’s going to miss him terribly as well.

Although my sisters are terribly upset you are leaving our hall as well, L-bear, they truly are.

(They claim you are the truly kind brother, seriously you racked up like a ton of brownie points with the way you played with the kids)

Well.

Jiayou on your part tuesday, i am super looking forward to it.

Xo