A Pale Pink City

My Life in Fiction

Tag: moody introspection

Goodbye~~

Its definitely bittersweet.

Teaneck Korean’s last mid-week meeting before the change.

🙁

And it was so sad last night during our family worship when daddy started to cry, he was asking for forgiveness because we all make mistakes.

It was an emotional evening for us. And it’s an emotional evening tonight.

I’m going to miss all these people together and I feel like my childhood-actually my life up til now-is gone.

It’s a silly notion I know, and I realize we need to follow direction but man it’s so hard. Like its really, really tough.

But I suppose Jehovah has a grand plan for us that we can’t possibly fathom now but I’m sure we will.

We just have to be humble and patient.

Xoxo


 

Contre Jour

Hey there stranger.

Seems like it’s been a while since I’ve last talked to you. And I can’t help but to miss you terribly.

I wonder what you’re doing when I’m not there. I wonder if you’re happy, if you’re hurting.

Maybe you’re just as lonely as I am. I wouldn’t know. You keep things so carefully hidden and like I said, it’s been forever and a half since I’ve last seen you.

I wonder if your smile is still as brilliant. If your laugh still has that infectious timbre.

I hope you’re still kind. It was your warmth and kindness that had originally drew me into you. A thoughtfulness unparalleled. (I will forever think of you when I see a waffle cone)

And your sharp sense of humor. You have to be smart to be so witty, and I often wonder what else lies just beyond the polished, carefully guarded surface.

I mean, I’ve known you for a while but really, all I know if the shallow things about you. Your hometown, your siblings…but I realize I don’t even know what your favorite color or movie is, I don’t know what genre of music you listen to, what you spend your spare time doing.

Why do I like you then?

Is it borne of a shallow, vapid attraction?

Because you wear a suit well?

Why?

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I wish I knew you more intimately.

xoxo

 

 

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