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GOOD BYE MALIBU T^T

can i just devote a post to how much i love the heated toilet seat?

who ever invented the bidet, i will love you always.

seriously, there’s nothing quite like sitting on a WARM toilet seat on a cold day especially in the mornings when you’re not quite awake.

it is a must in the winter time. and in the summer time when the a/c is working too too hard but no one in the house will let you turn it off.

but erhm…all silliness aside, as the title suggests, goodbye MALIBU 🙁

so yesterday was an ordinary thursday, with work then studies then eating out (lol!) and then writing at home before falling asleep early around 12.

around 1, mommy wakes me up and says something along the lines of wake up, the malibu’s gone. 🙁

OMG! whaddayamean?! i hastily stumble towards the door before realizing i’m only in short shorts and a tank top. i pull on whatever i can find and run outside and OMG.

firstly, our neighbor (the girl, i haven’t really seen her often but er she looks like S) is bringing the stuff from the trunk to our door.

and the car is completely TOTALED. like omg, the front is gone and the back is gone and there are a ton of towing cars everywhere and lights from police cars and omg omg omg

the neighbor explains to me that there was a big bang and then 3 seconds later there was another one. she came running out and what happened was there was a tow truck and he drove up the opposite side of the road and completely head on collided with my sister’s car

the car was thrown up and sideways towards the trees where it collided with the trees then started to roll back towards our driveway.

then the tow truck saw that it was going to hit ALL of our cars and pulled up in front of our cars and got hit again!

O.O

it was absolutely horrible. meanwhile my sister is in shock, actually we all are.

the neighbors all were like running out when they heard and she started banging on our door and my father and my sister and mom were like the first ones out, can you believe i didn’t even hear?!

omg and i felt kinda bad because i did a bad parking that my sister parked out on the street and that’s why my dad’s car was parked in the driveway and my sister’s car got totaled. and it would have totally worked out if my dad’s car was the one tht was totaled, that thing’s a dinosaur anyways!

but man! he must have been going super fast to have my sister’s car thrown so far back!! 🙁

i’m just glad no one was hurt.

but now we are down a car and my sister’s super upset. originally we were going to have her drive grandpa’s old benz because obviously he’s no longer driving but apparently my uncle totaled his beamer and decided to drive grandpa’s car.

that kinda sucks.

we are kinda short on cash recently so it really puts a dent in our finances. 🙁

but eh, importantly no one was severely hurt. and the tow truck driver saved our other cars

imagine if ALL of our cars were damaged?! OMG we would have been so so screwed.

but yeah. i loved that malibu. so many nice memories. and we JUST had it fixed. and the payments were all finished and it was such a beautiful car.

my sister was just saying that afternoon how much she loved that car 🙁

and she also mentioned my crappy parking. ah wells. ecclesiastes 9:11

and besides, my sister’s car wouldn’t have been parked out in the street had we not had any guests from warwick over at our home so in a way it’s another sacrifice for Jehovah.

what can we say? we will make it out.

(but i will still miss that wonderful car with that wonderful butt warmer-err i kinda really do love my heated seats haha!)

oh wells.

we will just have to lease a car and hopefully in 2 years we will be all settled again. eh.

life is so complicated.

i’m going to bed.

xo

gloomy monday

So as i was saying earlier, the weather is kinda aweful. Well the light rain we’ve had earlier today has turned into an outright downpour.

im serious. Im sitting at a window in ikea as we speak trying to enjoy a slice of their wonderful wonderful chocolate cake as the roar of the torrential rain blots out everything else but i can’t.

even chocolate cake tastes like stale bread covered in sawdust when you’re despairing inside.

i hate to sound so gloom and doom but i’ve found out that j is indeed marrying c-their wedding is in 54 days lol and my old college crush is also engaged to get married.

yeah talk about a double whammy 🙁

Well i guess i have the closure i was wanting.

Now to finally move on with my life.

dearly beloved, i hope you and c are infinitely happy together forever. Best of love and health to you both.

I will not be writing to you or of you ever again and i will try my very best to forget you and not think of you again.

and contrary to what i’ve been writing, i am pretty chill with moving on, i actually dont have attachment issues at all as friends and loves slowly fade to aquaintances and then to a warm memory every once in a while when something happens to trigger such a memory.

so i will be fine.

Like i said, i have no problems moving on once the closure is there.

Guess its back to square one on the drawing board, bc im sorry the korean bro that i met last night just doesnt hold the spark that i need.

Well.

its been fun loving you, thank you for peppering my life with warm and wonderful memories and fantasies, i,m sure i,d have despaired more without you.

i am eternally grateful for getting to know you and i wish you the very best.

goodbye

xoxo

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